I can't forget my stepfather's kiss.

My husband hasn't held me for six months now. He sleeps in one bed with his back facing away and is surrounded by heavy air. Perhaps I'm not a woman anymore in my husband's eyes... He was raped by his stepfather, realizing that he was beginning to get nervous about a relationship with his wife. I can't forget my father-in-law's passionate and intense kiss, and from that day onwards I continue my relationship with my father-in-law, straying from my husband's eyes...