Recreating the true story: Fallen Angel in a White Coat

I'm 24 years old. It's been about three years since I started working at the hospital. Perhaps because of my job, I get stressed out, so I use my hobby of surfing and running on my days off. I don't have a boyfriend. I want to fall in love, but I'm busy with work so I can't have a boyfriend and I don't have a proper encounter. But I want to have sex. If the patient, doctor, or even a little caught in the antenna, they will immediately start to spit on them. Am I a pervert like this?