``I would never say this to my mother, who raised me on her own.'' Even now, after being laid off and unemployed, I still leave home at the same time every morning and earn my salary by working in public toilets.

“My mother raised me single-handedly,” despite hardships. A daughter who cannot tell her mother that she was fired from the company due to layoffs. But I still want to pay for living expenses at home. The means of securing income that such a troubled woman chose was to provide support and companionship in public toilets. It was erotic to make such a difficult choice because she was a child who cared deeply for her mother.