I wonder if he will attack me if he makes a fool of a virgin? No matter what I do, I'm a naughty guy who doesn't turn to me at all and tries to get my beloved childhood friend angry and gets fucked

A boy childhood friend who I've always been with since I was little. Perhaps because we're too close, he doesn't look at me as a woman at all! I've always wanted to have sex! If they don't try to do it at all, it's fine if the relationship breaks down, so maybe I'll provoke them and force them to attack me? I was meant to be a light joke, but...it seemed to have sparked the anger of a virgin, and I was made to cum many times by the intense thrusts. This feeling of being forced to rape seems to become addictive!