Childhood Friend BSS Please, so please don't feel it when you're someone other than me...

My childhood friend Jessica was a ugly and not good at talking, and treated me kindly. Jessica ends up losing ground to Hiro, a hard push from her in the same club, and ends up dating her. We had secretly kissing and having sex in the same room without knowing what I felt... When I heard they were about to get married, I couldn't be there either or not, so I broke into the balcony and peered into their sex and cum inside me to have a baby. If I had given the courage to confess my feelings to her, I would have been the one who would have creampied her...