On the 7th day after being raped by my husband's boss, I lost my rationality...

My husband found the job he had once wanted to quit and was focusing on his new job. Normally, I could tell just by changing the scent of my shampoo, but I was unaware of the changes that were happening to me. I was sad about this, but I also felt a desire to pray that I would not continue to realize this. As long as I have endured it...I endured a long, humiliating day with only those feelings in my heart. However, seven days later, ironically, I began to seek pleasure, contrary to my will...