A self-deprecating widow Someone please punish me...

Ruri is a wife who married her husband, the eldest son of the old family, and her wife, who eloped over the opposition from those around her. And in the midst of happiness... On the day of the honeymoon, a car driven by Ruri was in an accident, and her husband lost his life to protect Ruri. Only loneliness and guilt remains in her relatives, and she chases after her husband and tries to take her own life...but her husband's relatives refuse to let her escape from her sin so easily... His body is humiliated and crushed many times, and eventually he begins to accept his own humiliation as a joy to live.