Forgive me like this... Cuckold sex with a male genital that is not my boyfriend or husband

"If it's for you, I might be sacrificed..." A woman who gets cheated in front of her boyfriend or husband, or a woman who's violated in front of her precious person. "But is this fluctuation in my heart a bit?" She resists her words, but her body gets wet with pleasure. There's no way to go back...