She felt absent from her AV actress's girlfriend, and was bored and had no sex...but she loved her and didn't want to give up, so while she spoke she was so hungry, she suddenly felt like having sex, and for the first time in two years, she fell in love with Tsukasa.

Why are men not enthusiastic? I knew my job was an "AV actress," but they still fell in love with me, and I was attracted to each other and ended up dating them. However, as we get closer and longer, the number of sex decreases, and the number of words decreases, and it feels like our mental and physical distances are getting further apart. I haven't been held for two years... I somehow know the reason. But no matter how much I invite him, he refuses for some reason. It's painful...I can't hold it anymore...I wonder why he won't hold me even though I love him so much. We decided to drink together for the first time in a while and talk. "I'm not as good at sex as an AV actor. I don't think Tsukasa will satisfy me." "I think the popular people on TV and the media are not in the right way." What? Was that the reason? ? I was glad that I loved me so much that I was under pressure. I'm glad you didn't hate me. It was a bit of relief, joy, and incredibly adorable feeling, and for the first time in two years I was embraced by my favorite man in the world.