Incest [silent] Incest There's a dad next to me...

I had a physical relationship with my biological son. Honestly my son isn't bad. It was me who tried to relieve the loneliness of her husband without her. I know that it's the worst for both mother, wife and woman. I was driven by guilt and tried to stop my relationship with my son many times. However, since then, my son has been touching my body lewdly even when my husband is nearby. I too am feeling pleasure outweighs the fear that my husband finds out, and I just can't push my son away...