Back then, an ordinary life was all I needed to be happy. We moved into our new home on our first wedding anniversary, and simply imagining a future with my beloved husband and our children filled me with joy. But everything changed when I met that man. He taught me what real sex was, nothing like the mechanical routine I had known before. I want him to hold me. I want him to violate me. Now the only happiness I know is the time I spend having sex with him.