When I heard about that experience, I thought it was very unethical for a woman to pay money to buy a man. ``It's not infidelity or infidelity, it's just making me feel good,'' my neighbor whispered to me over and over again. So maybe it's because of a demon...I just thought it was out of curiosity. A surprising and exciting experience... For the first time in my life, I experienced pleasure that I could never experience with my husband.