I love my husband... so... from the bottom of my heart... I think he loves me too... but he's someone who can't. Even though I'm a married woman, I'm a woman too...I still want to experience the joy of being a woman...I know it's a bad thing...I really didn't intend to do that at first...but it's been a while since I've been touched by a man... What I mean, I've been holding back from all this time... I can't hold back anymore...I'm sorry for you...