``I'll be pretending to be a race queen for the rest of my life, or I'll grow up being held here...you'll know which one is better.'' Ever since I was little, I was tall and longed for the job of race queen, perhaps because of my long legs. Such cruel adults who are eroding my small dream! ① Sacrificial sexual intercourse with a business partner ② Runaway rape by a crazy fan ③ High leg toy exploitation ④ Sponsor pressure 3P rape. I was raped while wearing my favorite swimsuit and felt humiliated...