Adult masochism - lynched wife

The fixed body, the lower body being played with. A spirit of rejection with humiliation and shame. A body that repeatedly forces itself into climax and sensitivity that increases as it convulses...and an endless sexual desire. After repeated humiliating torture by strangers, his self-esteem is reduced and he begins to enjoy being dominated, hoping for the next pleasure. I can't go back to being the original chaste married woman.