"The manager helped me! Thank you Marina!" When I saw my husband's face laughing innocently, saying this, I thought I wouldn't be able to tell him if his mouth broke. I was scared that the smoke from the boss's cigarette was ingrained into the deeper parts of my body every day after forcing me to hold my resistance. I was scared that I would lose track of my husband's gentle scent. I was very scared of how disgust turned into love. You realize that I will change...I will change...