Seven years married, living at my husband's family home with my father-in-law. My straight-laced husband and my easy-going father-in-law have never got on, and the house has always had a bad atmosphere. My husband's seriousness shows up in bed too — there's no room for anything but conceiving. Sex that's planned out and carried through like a task doesn't satisfy me at all; it just leaves want with nowhere to go, piling up. And it seems my father-in-law had been watching us through the door, because one night, after my husband and I had finished trying, he called out to me.