I went to a soapland to lose my virginity and fell in love for the first time. Eimi, a beautiful, kind older woman with huge tits, accepted the confession of a guy who had never been popular with women, and dating her felt like a dream. But I could not stop wondering whether she did the same intimate things with her other customers. My first sex, my first girlfriend, my first jealousy—and then my first breakup. The closer we became and the deeper we fell in love, the more our feelings missed each other. This is the painfully erotic story of my first love with a soapland sex worker.