"I came today because I wanted to have sex! For the first time I decided to be a sister! "A record of my trauma growth as I screamed and attacked. It all started five years ago...I was playing with my naughty cousin and ejaculated after playing with my dick. From then on, I remembered the days when I couldn't stop masturbating...but as if my cousin was avoiding me... ``It's no good... I want to have sex until the end... I want to sniff my genitals! I want to put my dick in! "I decided to run out of the house...