Her sister had the same worries as me. Even though I was with my lover, I felt lonely...I was in a period of rut and was awkward...I was attracted to each other by similar people. "Hey, you haven't had sex recently, have you?" I was stomped at my confidence and was pounding, but then I got a forceful kiss...and I just pushed her down and ended up having a relationship. It was just filling the gap in my heart...but I felt that way, and the compatibility with sex was amazing and I got into serious mode. An unrequited relationship of infidelity...Even though I knew it, I couldn't stop...