``Wouldn't you like to take a look at an affair that makes you jealous?'' However, in the end, I wanted to have sex with ``that person.'' That was really it. To the world, it may be a shallow physical relationship that would be considered adultery, but for me, it is a precious memory of love. I wanted to feel the world of just the two of us until morning. We forgot everything and sought each other out without being disturbed by anyone.