My husband is 18 years older than me and has a bump to boot. Although my parents were against it, I ended up eloping with them. In the early days of our marriage, we were happy, but my husband's attitude toward me changed over the years. Because of that loneliness, I indulge in masturbation every day. Then, his son-in-law, Kaoru, saw him and they started having a relationship. I'm sorry about you. I don't think I'll ever be a mother.