``When I was a child, I loved finding adult videos that my father hid and secretly watching them.Ever since then, I was convinced that I would be in porn when I grew up.''Saya Takeuchi, 28, a housewife. After getting married two years ago, I began to feel anxious about the desire to appear in a porn production, which I had been harboring in my heart for many years. ``I think one of the reasons why I didn't get the chance was that I had my first experience late at 25 years old.'' After losing my virginity, getting married, and having a child within three years, I was completely mentally prepared. ``I'm sorry for my husband, but...it's my life, so I'll just quietly appear on the show.'' After a long hiatus, the porn elite wife is now taking flight.